These negative things you're blocking out, the pain, the hatred, the feelings of neglect and of abuse. A part of you thinks you deserve it.
That you deserve the solitude that comes with never being loved, the heartache that comes with fooling yourself again and again; the plain chronic tiredness that comes with giving all your love away and having no one to replenish that source. So you made yourself bullet proof so no bullet could ever penetrate you again.
But darlin, when you block out love bullets, you block out the basis of all things good in the world.
Herb Gart
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